Sad Eyes

There isn't much to say when looking out at the day
Fading into a night where there is only darkness, no light.
The stars shine like always
But I'm blind to that comfort
Or any that would take away this sting
And lead to any type of healing

Because I spiral down
And I do it alone
When no one is home
And the black shroud of night wraps me up tight
I look into blank and empty eyes
And I despise the reflection that I know is mine

Wanting to love is pathetic these days
Thinking that someone speaks the truth
Kindness isn't a virtue
Anger and violence are the only comforts now adays.
Heat doesn't come from passion but from distrust
There is no love anymore
Only frustrating lust