I love you

I love you. I do. I want to scream it, I want to tell you to your face over and over. I want to watch your face and kiss your lips and tell you... I love you. I didn't want to ever feel this but I do and it won't go away and that makes me happy and sad and lost and found all at once.

Could it have just been lust? Can lust turn to love?

How do you give yourself totally to someone?