Sunday, July 19, 2009

I am a victim of love

I am. I let myself be.

But then again, I wonder what it really feels like. Is it different with each person? Can you love more than one person at a time? How do you know you are falling in love?

I am burning up at the moment. The weather is beautiful and all I want is to ditch my hw and lay outside looking at the stars and making wishes like a 5 year old.
However, I am not five. I am a ripe age of 21 and I am staring down the loaded gun of my last year in college. Where am I going? Will I get a job in publishing? Will my relationships last? Will I be able to move away from MO like i plan on?

Dear lord. Make my brain shut the hell up. I need to get through tonight's work load first... If only my neck didn't feel like someone hit me with a baseball bat.

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