So he tells me now that he needs time to figure out if he wants the same things as I do.
He needs time to find himself and what he needs for his future and he asks that I please wait... so he can pick me or he can't. He is trying to be nice I know he loves me but why am I being put through this?
I love this boy with all my stupid heart. And now after almost three years he is telling me that he doesn't know if he can do this or if he wants the same thing as me anymore. I am a good girlfriend and I want to take care of him and be what he needs. I also want a boy who will love me as much as i love him. I wish that it didn't feel like my heart was throbbing in tiny places all over my chest. i don't know how I can be whole when i feel like a half of me is being torn away.
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