School starts in a week from two days ago. Can I believe that my JUNIOR year is about to start?
High school never went this fast... or did it? Things blur in the mind about those years. Not because of drugs, just moments that I didn't enjoy because the bright colors were dotted with gray and black smears of depression.
Now I am waiting on an internship and to hear back from other possible employers. I have already been hired but I would really rather find a job with something else. Telemarketing people get abused all the time, and though I am sure I could take it, I don't think I want to.
I live in a new place with two girls. I like it a lot, well the place that is. One girl and I are a lot alike and the other... well ya know the sayings and what not.
Right now my stomach is dying for some food. I should give in but starving only makes me shake. Eating is a way of life and I don't like it. But i am not doing the starving thing for real. I will eat breakfast soon. And I am working on losing weight the RIGHT way. 5 lbs a month. Woot..
I wish that I was married. And had a job. And just different things.
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