Gagging on the morning.

I feel so crappy right now. I keep gagging, which I think is my body saying...go back to bead. Seeing as how you didn't sleep much at all. You woke up when i was finally happy. GO BACK TO SLEEP!
I wonder what my body would really say if it could talk for why it feels certain ways... Is it just me destroying it, or is it truly sick? Prolly a bit of both to be honest with you.
I am in Biology again, fyi. This is why my body feels the way it does. Other than having about 3 hours of sleep, being up to listen to this makes me kinda quesy. My heart beats a lil faster. Eyes feeling heavy. Today could last forever. I still have a lot to do. I am so so so tired.
Taking a new pill that is with diet stuff. I have already dropped about 3 lbs. That excites me. Even if my body is having a hard time adjusting to it. It has just been awhile since I have dropped weight fast. I won't lie, I could take this super far but Bennie makes me want to stay a lil curvy, just wanted to lost about 10lbs which would make me 130lb... if not lost 15 and be nice and 125lbs. that would be perfect for me!!! But gotta be careful. I need to be in bed.
Thats all I can think about. Bed bed bed. And bennie cause I want to hold him and cuddle.
I am even too sleepy to feel or care what has happened or been said. I just know right now all I want to do is collapse in his arms and feel his heart beat under my hand and feel my whole body relax and just absorb the feel of him. I have never known the feeling of being lost in someones arms until him.
Box turtles get hit by cars. How sad. Stupid geographical barrier.
I am shaking. There was a half eaten chocolate chocolate muffin in the dirt the other day. I had all these thoughts that rotated around it and wondering why it was just dropped there... Or maybe it was thrown. Poor poor muffin. No one even cared enough to finish what they started. I like mine with milk if I ever eat one. Blueberry and poppyseed tend to be my muffin of choice. But this poor chocolate muffin looked so sad.
My teacher just admited to theft. umumumumumum. I just told!!! Haha. See if you ever steal again. She stole a bad animation from another teacher. TEll thee world.

I am so tired. I am just amazingly tired right now. And I feel sick to my tummy. 20 min and then i am free of this class room forever. Then a nap and then a day full of more crap. Jitter pills.