Playing with the blinds

My cat keeps playng with the blinds. Silly silly kitty cat.

I should be studying but this is important too is it not? I guess for now I am simply just being distracted.
Today I had to see my advisor, which was helpful and yet frustrating. I have to take a math class I don't want to do and I have to and must get a C or above in french or I won't be on good standing. I hate french. It messes up my life.

I want to sleep. I am sick and it is difficult. Family guy cracks me up.

I am really sick as of now. I hurt all over and nothing feels good. My cat is not being funny now. just irratating. I am alone. Always very much alone.

If time bleeds for those who are lonely
It bleeds for me all the time
When i lay in bed and reach for you
The only dust i gather leaves the air without substance
The pillow holds me close while you lay far away
The days the drip by slowly
Imprint deep in my soul
The heart can't keep beating if the source won't come closer.
Yea this is what you do.
The doubt comes from this place.
When all I hear is purring and the dry hack of my own coughing
The others didn't leave me feeling like this.
The river didn't run this deep.
How steep the hill is to climb...
Will it be worth it in time?
I can't help but doubt you now.
The way we talk and lay together, will it last forever...
How can i be strong enough to care
When i am choking in the darkness
And you are never there.