She lays in the dark watching the shadows flicker on the wall. She remembers a movie that she snuck out of her room to watch. HEr father had told her No that she couldn't, she would be scared. Well she had rebelled...in the movie the shadows flickered and came to life. One like a snake killed a woman. That is when she started to cry. Her father picked her up and held her. He laughed, apparently her terror was funny.
Now a shadow had attacked her. She had lived but she didn't know what she would do. Violated and feeling like eyes were everywhere. Her body's flesh crawled. She was so tired. It was exhausting to be awake so much. To be scared so much. The knife under her pillow had already stabbed her once, not on purpose.
What is the point in all of this. Protection? Not really. Security? Not much of it. All she wants is a donut and peace.
What if i told you it was too full of pain
To sit and be silent for your simple game
The things that are bursting withing
Would make the devil cry out in delight with the sin.
Sometimes I am not the angel.
Once some thought me to be
Now I delight in the fiery passing doomed by all to see.
My tears don't stain
But my screams won't die
Until you find me with your wandering eye
If only If only you had stopped what you started
then maybe right now I would still have a heart.
This doom that was brought down upon me
Brings me to salvation full of sinful glee
No longer held down
Ignored by all who watch
Now I will stand adored
by the loathing and the pure.
Now my transformation is complete
into a lost world.
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