Apoem

Do you see me here
Failing without despair
I accept that I wont ever meet your standards
I can’t ever be good enough in eyes that are clouded with hate
Fuck you and all you’ve ever thought about me
Can you see what you did
Do you care what you set in motion.
What is it that makes you hate me so
I know that I hate you with every part of my soul
If we were by a cliff I would push you…
Could you imagine that I would turn out to be the best
Did you think that when you were stepping all over me
You were only pushing me harder towards proving you
WRONG
My hate is thriving with in me now.
This rage I will unleash in full scale
Putting you through the hell that you forced me into
I want to feel your bones break in my hands
Watch as you die slowly
Knowing that I am the one who did it to you.
How does that feel you fucking know it all?
Does it make you feel better know that I have failed
There have been plans upon plans that fell into the abyss
But now as I am standing here looking at you
And your eyes are boring into mine
I don’t feel hesitation
Just freedom as you realize I am not the weakling you thought I was
This isn’t a poem of much value.
No rhythm and no real meaning
Only just the absolute entirety of the way you have made me feel
Until now
Look at me. Look at what I am becoming
Your very own demon
The one that will plague you throughout time
I won’t kill you now.
I want to watch you suffer the way I did.
Tell me
Can you wait?
Fuck you and your feelings.
I just want you to bleed for what you have done.