weekends make me wussy

He gets here friday. I go there. One or the other. It never really feels like enough.
That is love for us. During the weekends. Hearts longing for one another all week. 4 days till we get to hold eachother again. It seems to be working thought at times I can't sleep at night with out his warmth to hold me and wrap me up securely.
I am sure somewhere someone else may understand what it is like. we can not be the only two people on this earth to love eachother so much and be stuck like this.
Let me explain though, for those who just do not get us.
He is taller than me by a few inches, about two or so.
Dark hair, brown but i think black now and then. I will settle to say it is a mix.
He brown eyes. Not to big and puppy like but smaller and more intense.
Thick. I do not consider him fat. He wants to lose weight but mainly firm up. I love him regardless.
Warm. So cute. And so warm. At night i can curl up to him and pass out.
His arms. Dear Lord his arms are big and can hold me nice and close. Best feeling ever.
Lips... he is the best kisser I have ever kissed. I do not have a lot of experience. But from what i do have he is amazing.
Weak wrists. :)
His personality...Some strong things he is: Loveing, Caring, Logical, Smart, Cold, Quick temper, Funny. Sweet.
We balance. everyting about us seems to balance the other. Giving another area to vent through and to hold on to. we are the same in a sense. A lot in common.
I wish he didn't have to leave. I love him so much. I wonder how he looks at me. He makes my heart beat faster. Even though right now I am so so so tired.

Our weekend was great. I worked too much. But he made me dinner and we watched house together. What a good show. We laid together. We laughed together. We took ridiculous pictures together. We played with my cat..OUR cat. we slept a lot. Naps on the couch always feel amazing.
We went to walmart and had an hour of our life sucked away... I always get a heachache after being in there for so long. It is like it drains the life out of my body.
I cried when he said he would leave...so he didn't and he stayed. How wonderful for me. Bliss in a blanket.
We didn't sleep great. I did not want him to leave...but he had to. But he picked out my clothes. Now i feel a little warmer than what I would have if he had not.
Jeez he makes me want to pass out with joy. I am tired. I made him eggs this morning and felt him next to me in bed all night. I need a nap now. Trying to think of how to manage my time a little better though. I work too much this week. I need the money to pay for myself but i don't know what to do... I said NO MORE.
So tired. I really need to lay down.