Don't look don't touch

I wish I didn't feel so alone here.
Anik is a good buddy. He is curled up with me now purring away and watching me type. though he wants me to pet him... cats are great.
I think that maybe I should sleep. It was a hard night at work. I am pretty exhausted. I enjoy working but tonight was a pain. A lot of pain.
Anyway. I had an idea tonight...A picture in my head.
A pale woman. Standing on a cliff's edge. The sky is dark behind her and her long black hair is whipping furiously in the wind. It is like a blanket of tangled silk. Her dress is purple and it is long and a midevil gown. Her eyes glow, but only blackness shines back. Her arms are raised as she looks straight at me. Her nails incredibly long and fierce looking. The rock edge under her feet combined with her long purple dress make it look like she is floating. The stormy sky shudders in thunder and her pale lips move. "Write me" is what she whispers then cackles.
I don't know who she will be but i want her in a story. She was so powerful but there was a desperate edge to her as well. The power though, that is what has caused her desperate edge. Something needs to be done and she has sacrificed all to do it.
My feet are throbbing under the covers. My cat just peed on my door again. Damnit. My hair is a bit tangled and lays across my blue and white owl patterend pillow sham. i can hear the noisy maching in my little storage area. I don't know what it really does, but it is sure annoying when i pay attention to it. My fingers dart across each key with a nintey percent presision.
I am a horrible speller i think to myself then smile. I want to be an english major and i suck at spelling. Does that say anything about who I am? hahaha. Always a quirk to everything i want or do.
Slowly letting the tension release. My cat is in my closet again. wreaking havoc no doubt. I love that cat with a crazy amount of love but he is starting to drive me a little insane. He won't stop messing around with my stuff. I wish i could let him out to do some hunting or something.
What does it feel like to be a cat. So sleek and independent. Hunting rodents.
He is really getting on my nerves right now. He won't stay out of trouble. *sigh* He needs a bigger space. And a friend. But there is noooo way i am getting another cat. I wasn't even ready for anik...
My eyes are starting to feel very heavy. I should go to sleep. Before i pass out typing.